It is our choices that we make, that show us what we are, far more than our abilities.

aye yo! assignments are here (first due date 17 nov) have no fear  for it keeps u in check it keeps u in track because i cant afford to fail in life as well  i'll do well! but wats the point, without a sweetheart, u might ask to share my life with a sweetheart, an ultimate task so to prepare, mature n learn skills, from dawn till dusk to be able to survive on your own to be able to fulfil the duty to our parents to chase after life with the will of a knife to dare to care, even thru u can get hurt, just bare dont stop trusting cuz your almost there (just be careful next time) but hey, watch my 6 as i get my ticks life is bittersweet like a lolly u can lick its almost time now to get back to the tricks time to focus now so pause the chick flicks...yeah!     sometimes in life...you have to learn to let go for it is harder n more painful to hold on to the sword... watch tis video to fully understand... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x...

yesterday a man approached me while i was on the way to sch writing new material (like finally)...he seemed scared n lost n hungry...all too familiar...seemed like he was from china but stayed in malaysia somehow...accent aso seemed like a malaysian...he was drenched in sweat the smell of fear and anxiety coupled with his delivery of speech which was fast and inconsistent... he approached me asking for directions to backtrack his way back to BOONLAY...imagine...he had walked all the way from there till QWEENSTOWN...crazy!!...he just couldnt calm down...his wallet and his passports were stolen n he had already made a report to the police who told him to get in contact with his relatives here to gat back home...he had come here for dental surgery...BUT...thing is...he didnt know how to get back to his relatives place in boonlay...n i tried to calm him down but couldnt...saw the fight or flight response first hand...so wat i did was to give him all my cash i had in me (he didnt ask la...

got 3 out of 4 of my exam results...oni 1 A...rest Bs...damm... :(  i soo damm depressed tat i never get all As...TIS SUCX... damm me for narrowing down so specifically on wat would make me happy... for no 1 would care abt my future... for no 1 would know the pain of being broke all the time... for no 1 would realise the reality of my situation... for no 1 would stay n would move on with another guy whose better than me... for no 1 would pause even for a moment to look at a street kid  lying beneath the lonely night under the bright street lights for no 1 would bother or care enough for no 1 would accept another failure in the family  for no 1 would understand the present cuz they dont understand the past of me for no 1 would try to help some1 being wasted away for no 1 would be the 1 to encourage and support n be there thru the ups n downs for no 1 would care without u being resourceful for no 1 would  want to be with a failure... dakara......i...