life will go on...

got 3 out of 4 of my exam results...oni 1 A...rest Bs...damm... :( 
i soo damm depressed tat i never get all As...TIS SUCX...
damm me for narrowing down so specifically on wat would make me happy...

for no 1 would care abt my future...

for no 1 would know the pain of being broke all the time...

for no 1 would realise the reality of my situation...

for no 1 would stay n would move on with another guy whose better than me...

for no 1 would pause even for a moment to look at a street kid 

lying beneath the lonely night under the bright street lights

for no 1 would bother or care enough
for no 1 would accept another failure in the family 

for no 1 would understand the present cuz they dont understand the past of me

for no 1 would try to help some1 being wasted away

for no 1 would be the 1 to encourage and support n be there thru the ups n downs

for no 1 would care without u being resourceful

for no 1 would  want to be with a failure...

dakara......i cannot afford mistakes like tis...i dont want to be tis sad ever again...enough already...cuz i know...tat i also matter...i wont go down without a fight...i'll try again...for it is easier to do so than sit ard all cut off n depressed... 

BANKAI!!