It is our choices that we make, that show us what we are, far more than our abilities.

time to blog blog blog annnd........BLOG!! my GP(graduation project) is going in full swing!!  but the thing is tat is really complicated and the lack of time (only 1 month) is a killer as i know now tat for the next 10 or so days im gonna have to work around the clock or else im not gonna make it in time...die die die...or maybe not really...why? simple! i like wat im doing!! muhehehehe~! this is it...seriously~!

oh n ignore my last post... This post is exclusively dedicated to SHARIFAH BEGUM!!! click here...Heres a song for you... see, we have a lot in common...food, personal beliefs, lifestyle, family setting, even similar sins;not sth to be proud of, but yeah...my love n belonging needs now more satisfied...the timing n proximity is ok too...i really really enjoy being with her, the dynamics and the chemistry between us in this relationship, even thru is not tat often i get to see her (we still got our own things to do like sch n projects)... From Rafi to Rifa, S hining through the silvery lined clouds, on me, a single golden ray   H ey , c an you eve n allow such beauty these days?  A m i somehow deeply moved by her unique ways?  R ugged and rigorous in routine my bachelor heart was  I was, yeah, till the songstress sacredly sang, even her flaws  F igure this one might fill me up and actually last  A m certain now,cuz the awesome time i alrea...

pangs of insecurity hits me along with waves of uncertainty its not easy dealing with yourself while dealing with others @ the same time these personal issues n its triggers, triggers me from the past i tot i was free from it....but still, till now it lasts woe me, for i lament my fears, worry n sorrow are my cries heard? how would i know? how are u supposed to except some1 when they havent excepted themselves? how are u supposed to except some1 who is always changing? how are u supposed to except some1 who doesn't know their own identity? how are u supposed to except some1 when i myself am not stable in my own identity? how are u supposed to except some1, so fast, let alone trust completely when all along they know your complete history? its a decision i made its a choice i took its not easy but acceptance and trust can constantly be done for the only constant in life(which is change) can be fun an open mind, some time if u are so kind and when u become stable...