pangs of insecurity hits me along with waves of uncertainty
its not easy dealing with yourself while dealing with others @ the same time
these personal issues n its triggers, triggers me from the past
i tot i was free from it....but still, till now it lasts
woe me, for i lament my fears, worry n sorrow
are my cries heard? how would i know?
how are u supposed to except some1 when they havent excepted themselves?
how are u supposed to except some1 who is always changing?
how are u supposed to except some1 who doesn't know their own identity?
how are u supposed to except some1 when i myself am not stable in my own identity?
how are u supposed to except some1, so fast, let alone trust completely
when all along they know your complete history?
its a decision i made
its a choice i took
its not easy but acceptance and trust can constantly be done
for the only constant in life(which is change) can be fun
an open mind, some time if u are so kind
and when u become stable n fine
i'll accept u for the way u are
every line n every scar
my identity crises still yet to be resolved
be4 they try da condition me
i must know me
neither here nor there than where am i?
who am i?
these qns will be answered b4 april fools day
tats not a lie...
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