life is "soo goood"...as my friend ryan says it....hehe!
i put my heart, mind and soul into it....consequences? FLOW!!!.....
i focused and focused on improving my skills as a student of psychology and im FINALLY seeing results....
u see, in psychology 1 must be able to apply wateva they have learned....but u see, application without sound knowledge in theory would be weak....so wat i did is try and improve on it day by day....also i considered looking at things from a systemic perspective....and really studying the social processes in place forms the system with consideration to a whole range of factors...tat worked out so well for me!
i am who i am because of how i came to be....i choose to see myself as a Muslim a psychologist a teacher a businessman...my passion is people and i know now wat want to aspire to be....but these different roles need different skills but right now im focusing on becoming a psychologist....
ESPECIALLY now tat im faced with the adversity of an experience tat wants to change who i am and how i came to be by making me go thru new experiences of which the environmental social and developmental variables are controlled in a certain way following certain doctrines of values and certain beliefs...in a new social system with absolute and undying consistency reinforcing it over and over again....day after day after day...
but in any analysis and in applying tat art, 1 must also look at the good points as well....there are some good to wat im going thru....e.g i wake up early to pray my suboh (morning) prayers....i see and learn healthy ways of leading a healthy lifestyle....which is unlike the lifestyle tat leads to obesity....a new perspective...which is really cool (but i know there are other ways in getting and staying healthy as well...so im aware therefore im not gonna apply it totally or i'll get absorbed into the system :) )....personal hygiene and the way i look after it-key to being attractive as a man and stuff like tat tat i personally see use in....
its not possible to escape the system totally.....but being aware being alert and being awake (with conscience) would minimize the impact of the system on my identity.....
i keep reminding myself reinforcing my own identity and who i want to be which helps ALOT! writing and keeping a journal helps in identifying managing and regulating my own tots and feelings which helps alot. i find myself taking on tat role and helping people....and i find alot of pleasure, meaning and satisfaction in helping the way i do....so i think in future tis is how I'll fit in as a "troubleshooter" in the system....
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