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the plant and the tree...n the crazy thingy inbetween...


where will i be in 10 years time?
that qn in itself feels like 10 tonnes...

uncertainty...fear...worry...doubt...anxiety... 
i got plenty of these doses of them...plenty...
not only in 10 mg but in 1000mgs...

the biggest qn tat always grips me is...will i have enough money?
will i be resourceful enough?
will i be some1 great?
n i hate qns tat have no answers...


if i were to drop all the mgs and not take them into the bloodstream...
if i were to forget reality the world n even me...
than i would be able to imagine...wat i would be...
with hope excitement joy ecstasy wonder and awe...
i remember when i was younger i saw a tree...a saga tiger-seed tree...
thick was its trunks and wide did it spread...i looked up to it...trees represent life...
the tree still stands there today...
i wanted to be alot of things...
scientist, astronaut, teacher author, doctor, rapper, artist, game tester and so on...


i imagine i could be a...
married man
have good beautiful house with a garden
be a psychologist and author as i get more exp.and professional 
be a true artist...someone who can capture or bring abt real emotions
which is presented in a crazy n creative way
be spiritually fit n healthy with a healthy lean n fit body
have good true friends who withstood the test of time with me

that would be nice...tat would be really nice...

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