die-ded!!!

yesterday was the last day of school...im gonna miss all the fun, laughter n joy we had...we saw each other back in march and got each other together as friends...than we saw each other change and there was no going back to the way things were for all of us...


i became more human...more me...more congruent...less pain more happy...
most importantly more smarter...
there were times more turbulent than a roller-coaster...
there were times when i was depressed as memories repressed 
surfaced at a such an impressing fashion...
slowly, painfully, steadily i worked on myself and got good feedback from ppl ard me...
now i feel good!!im no longer the way i was...
my new found love is proof of that cuz she's a treasure trove...


now lies ahead exams...my last chance to get As...
for we only have 1 life, 1 shot n 1 god...
i'll do it...consider it done!!


on a side note...got bitten by a fucking cat today...
i dont have anything against cats in fact i loovvvee cats!!
but i'll make an exception for tat orange cat...stupid cat made me go clinic get an injection & antibiotics...1 of those days i guess...

oh n if it attacks me again i'll protect myself...


ps: i love u sha sha~!