haha...tats a pic of a gift my friend gave me for xmas...
it says "ive always wanted to be a procrastinator. i just never got around to it".
i know i have changed but i never really realised just how much...till she gave it to me...
in sec 2 or so i wasnt like tis...i was an untrustworthy person who didnt know how to takecare of other ppl's tings n would not keep any promises n WORSE will forget things/ppl/n thier promises...
also i would put things off to the last minute n let the work load pile up...n would never contribute properly or at all in grp work being extremely lazy...wont even attend ncc trainings fairly as well...and grades?...last few in class...homework?...n i'll be like "wat homework?"
tats the kinda bump i was...no life...no goals...no motivation...no nth!!
just an empty shell taking up precious space and resources society would rather do without...
but now...wow!!...esp. this year...been so healing, helpful, insightful and im really grateful for all tat!!
esp. for her...a natural progression...esp. for her...
a natural progression...
she is sweet...she is caring...she is understanding...
she is cute & soo beautiful!!
she came into my life so fast n suddenly...
didnt tot i'll be with her so seriously
every ending has a new beginning...
i guess tis is mine!!
now...tis bliss is formed at this period in time...
but there lies ahead numerous hurdles
just like any other couple just in our own ways...
me with ns, further studies, jobs n
she with o lvls/higher nitec to clear n progress further
coupled with changes a person would go thru n
compensations, sacrifices, ajustments tats to be made
as well as the issue of identity, job n job security, money
winning the family's hearts, forming good impressions
being responsible and accounted for her, family n friends n more...
haa~!the odds are piled up
makes life all the more crazy and interesting...
just the way i like it~!
i like a good challenge
i love my job, i love it~!
so now, when we achieve and overcome these issues in life
when we grow cherish n treasure
when we stick it out together
when we materialise wat we visualise
when life is toil n in ourselves we find tranquillity
it will all the more be more meaningful...
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