life...

a few days ago i went to an investiture @ ITE collage east....my friend invited me....end up i had to council him...LOL...get it? council him?


well jokes aside i saw sth new...c usually when u go 4 this kinda events u recall memories or the "deja vu" feeling...the locus of control is inward...i think tats wat is called... i saw other ppl getting tat feeling or memories like literally man...sugoi!!


than the president also near tears sia...expected actually...
i like his beliefs...makes sense...alot of sense


dont know when im gonna blog again cuz i busy with assignments...which some got alot of things to do...haiz...life is made complicated...

i dont feel like i got anything else to lose in my life anymore...i can blame a hundred ppl 4 the way my life has turned out...all the things tat happened the truma the pain the bad times n all...but wats the pt?...
some ppl r never gonna understand...some ppl just dont care anyway...some ppl worse misunderstand u...still trina find my shoe to fit my feet in...trina find somewhere i belong...

my only goal now is to achieve my goals...get As...lose weight (still got hope i tink)...n solve my personal problems...

i wanna survive another year...i made it tis far in life avoiding the numerous pit falls growing up....i want to c tis year thru also...c how...inshaallah...


god...
forgive me if i do wrong 4 it is only U who i can seek forgiveness, salvation n peace in...
i miss u toking back to me...