HI~
so far things have been going according to plan in schoolwork...but it takes up ALOT of my time n energy n focus...not only physically but mentality n sometimes emotionally (as some lessons trigger me ALOT) still cant seem to c wat to do 4 GP. but will soon...my whole week is packed with work but somehow i manage to complete them...but i cant seem to find time 4 exercise already...my only comfort now is N.S next year to get back in proper shape...is it just me getting used to the workload or is it tat tis term the workload is lesser but more tricky/challenging...
i want ALL As tis term...really...i want to use n benefit from psychology 4 myself more than any1 else...i want to go deeper n not just hypothesize or speculate like others...i want to think in even more different perspectives and ways deeply...oh n not let other's perspectives influence my own way of thinking...must assert myself correctly n psychologically if not the thinking will become very laymen!!
life is getting faster n the need to deliver is coming along nearer...its do or die time!! i can do tis...no point feeling sad or down or tired or intensive shame...no point trying not to regret in anything tat i do no point giving in to desires that are filled with pain...i just wanna try my best...i just wanna live...I'll DO it...get all tis over n behind me so tat i can focus on exams...
so far things have been going according to plan in schoolwork...but it takes up ALOT of my time n energy n focus...not only physically but mentality n sometimes emotionally (as some lessons trigger me ALOT) still cant seem to c wat to do 4 GP. but will soon...my whole week is packed with work but somehow i manage to complete them...but i cant seem to find time 4 exercise already...my only comfort now is N.S next year to get back in proper shape...is it just me getting used to the workload or is it tat tis term the workload is lesser but more tricky/challenging...
i want ALL As tis term...really...i want to use n benefit from psychology 4 myself more than any1 else...i want to go deeper n not just hypothesize or speculate like others...i want to think in even more different perspectives and ways deeply...oh n not let other's perspectives influence my own way of thinking...must assert myself correctly n psychologically if not the thinking will become very laymen!!
life is getting faster n the need to deliver is coming along nearer...its do or die time!! i can do tis...no point feeling sad or down or tired or intensive shame...no point trying not to regret in anything tat i do no point giving in to desires that are filled with pain...i just wanna try my best...i just wanna live...I'll DO it...get all tis over n behind me so tat i can focus on exams...
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