so, heres the story...
I went to dental app. yesterday...tis is how it went...
as my lower jaw is supposedly smaller than normal n my upper jaw is longer than normal i needed braces + surgery to correct it...
there would risk as there would be bleeding in it n 1 in 4 patients would lose sensation to their lower half of their face permanently.
Than to add on there might be bleeding involved during the putting on of braces n subsequent follow-ups
but as i had mild MVP (mitral value prolapse) i needed to be on antibiotics course whenever i need to go for dental treatments as because of the bleeding which would have bacteria tat would eventually go into the system via the stomach.
It would eventually go in the bloodstream n can get stuck in the heart at the flap where it is lose(research wat MVP is u'll understand...n y'all will also understand i have higher chances to kenna sudden death)...as the effects of antibiotics would go down becuz of the resistance tat would be developed by the bacteria it would be only a matter of time before it gets down to the heart...so the dentist didn't recommend it as it was too riskly...and aso i can tell n feel wat would happen if i walk down tat path...
so i dropped the idea of it all cuz by firstly intuition and also I who have seen ppl die suddenly, ppl who commit suicide in front of me (several times), being in near death situations more than 20 times (its a miracle tat im alive actually...hehe...) seeing friends get beaten near to death by gang fights landing themselves in ICU, seeing friends get blown away by the streets and fail in life and being a martial artist who have been taught and conditioned to never give up till the black lady death takes my life away n to keep on defending with an unshakable will a fire the desire to live i would never put myself at risk...yes i wanna look good...but no i wont die to attain it...my life is far more precious...only right to give away would be for the 1 love i so dearly keep on fighting to get...i know the value of life n how fragile we n our relationships all really are...
so now.....after the grief...im gonna choose to deal with it...for life...to work around it n the bad first impressions and all other negative shit as a result of me n aso my teeth being tis way...the road to self-acceptance has begun...so y'all please support me instead of doing so otherwise...oh n do u know the next level of psycho-analysis is to psychoanalyse a person's good points instead of bad 1s??? hehe...
I went to dental app. yesterday...tis is how it went...
as my lower jaw is supposedly smaller than normal n my upper jaw is longer than normal i needed braces + surgery to correct it...
there would risk as there would be bleeding in it n 1 in 4 patients would lose sensation to their lower half of their face permanently.
Than to add on there might be bleeding involved during the putting on of braces n subsequent follow-ups
but as i had mild MVP (mitral value prolapse) i needed to be on antibiotics course whenever i need to go for dental treatments as because of the bleeding which would have bacteria tat would eventually go into the system via the stomach.
It would eventually go in the bloodstream n can get stuck in the heart at the flap where it is lose(research wat MVP is u'll understand...n y'all will also understand i have higher chances to kenna sudden death)...as the effects of antibiotics would go down becuz of the resistance tat would be developed by the bacteria it would be only a matter of time before it gets down to the heart...so the dentist didn't recommend it as it was too riskly...and aso i can tell n feel wat would happen if i walk down tat path...
so i dropped the idea of it all cuz by firstly intuition and also I who have seen ppl die suddenly, ppl who commit suicide in front of me (several times), being in near death situations more than 20 times (its a miracle tat im alive actually...hehe...) seeing friends get beaten near to death by gang fights landing themselves in ICU, seeing friends get blown away by the streets and fail in life and being a martial artist who have been taught and conditioned to never give up till the black lady death takes my life away n to keep on defending with an unshakable will a fire the desire to live i would never put myself at risk...yes i wanna look good...but no i wont die to attain it...my life is far more precious...only right to give away would be for the 1 love i so dearly keep on fighting to get...i know the value of life n how fragile we n our relationships all really are...
so now.....after the grief...im gonna choose to deal with it...for life...to work around it n the bad first impressions and all other negative shit as a result of me n aso my teeth being tis way...the road to self-acceptance has begun...so y'all please support me instead of doing so otherwise...oh n do u know the next level of psycho-analysis is to psychoanalyse a person's good points instead of bad 1s??? hehe...
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