your just...too good to give up on...

It is our choices...that show what we truly are,
far more than our abilities..

my exams in abt a week...im trina study the best i can...controlling my inner demons..my self defeating behaviors...my attractions my distractions...just abt everything...

wat more can i possibly lose...wat more can i sacrifice...wat more???...im not a rich kid or some1 with extraordinary talent...im just silly goofy me trina survive in tis world...i know i have friends...true friends to support me the way i support them...n a family...lets just leave it at tat tokin abt family...

but...

if i fail...if i tried my best n just could'nt make the cut...if i poured my heart n soul and effort and energy and blood and sweat and tears...n come out without no results...would u all still be there 4 me?

i know u all would...im just being insecure...hehe...but the stage is set...ima become a psychologist or die trying to....its my story to tell...so the end is up to me...its my song...i have to complete it...

we only really speed towards death from the nano-second we were born...so y dont we do wat really matters in life...do wat really matters to us...instead of getting caught up with shit tat just doesnt concern us...either u make it...or u dont...but u know wats beautiful...your never alone...even if u think u are...the signs r clear tat god is here...so my cause n resolve are clear n involved...watch me never give up...4 is the only real thing i knoe i can do...just to be able to be there 4......me...

1 life
1 shot
1 god