time to blog,
firstly, ignore my last post...it's pathetic...i realize tat when it comes to matters like these...im still not able to take the next step...or when i come close to it...i step back...those of u who know my past...esp ppl like RAJ...hehe...think would understand...
secondly,i wish u would all STOP asking me to get a galfren...wt_ man...these dayz tats all i hear abt frm ppl...when i ask to know why...all i get is...your good guy...your hard to find...your this n your tat..my......i know u all mean good and well for me...there's aso some1 i kinda fancy but i dont know... but PLEASE let me take my own pace ah...all my life...to get any F______ thing tat i ever wanted never happened long enough to last...aft a while it sorta starts to itch on u and try to make u believe that u wont get wat u want...but i know better...tats where the diff. lies...after all those who succeeded once probably failed more than twice first...u all don't understand...even if i did wanted to get attached which im still considering...my choices would be limited as either i get a girl who also in psychology...or find a bimbo with a nice a__ and condition her to do WHATEVER i want her to...i would rather find a lady studying psychology and hook up with her man...why? simple...too different after starting to study psychology...theres just no going back even if i wanted to...
thirdly, pray for me to get A's in all my exams...tis course im taking is solely for me...let me let be...in tis cruel world i need to survive see...life is good...im happy where i stand now but still i cannot afford to drop my guard even a bit till holidayz...im like a soldier ant tat knows not to feed itself always doing its duty anticipating and guarding the nest frm the enemy(the worker ants would have to force food in tis mouth to make it eat)...but wat i have to do now...i will do now...for i have seen the consequences of not doing so...LITERALLY...
i rmb a phrase from the quran...indeed from toil did we create mankind...or sth...sry if im wrong...but the message is tat we must all work for wat we want and there is no shortcuts...toking abt religion...didnt know fasting cannot touch girls...opps...
firstly, ignore my last post...it's pathetic...i realize tat when it comes to matters like these...im still not able to take the next step...or when i come close to it...i step back...those of u who know my past...esp ppl like RAJ...hehe...think would understand...
secondly,i wish u would all STOP asking me to get a galfren...wt_ man...these dayz tats all i hear abt frm ppl...when i ask to know why...all i get is...your good guy...your hard to find...your this n your tat..my......i know u all mean good and well for me...there's aso some1 i kinda fancy but i dont know... but PLEASE let me take my own pace ah...all my life...to get any F______ thing tat i ever wanted never happened long enough to last...aft a while it sorta starts to itch on u and try to make u believe that u wont get wat u want...but i know better...tats where the diff. lies...after all those who succeeded once probably failed more than twice first...u all don't understand...even if i did wanted to get attached which im still considering...my choices would be limited as either i get a girl who also in psychology...or find a bimbo with a nice a__ and condition her to do WHATEVER i want her to...i would rather find a lady studying psychology and hook up with her man...why? simple...too different after starting to study psychology...theres just no going back even if i wanted to...
thirdly, pray for me to get A's in all my exams...tis course im taking is solely for me...let me let be...in tis cruel world i need to survive see...life is good...im happy where i stand now but still i cannot afford to drop my guard even a bit till holidayz...im like a soldier ant tat knows not to feed itself always doing its duty anticipating and guarding the nest frm the enemy(the worker ants would have to force food in tis mouth to make it eat)...but wat i have to do now...i will do now...for i have seen the consequences of not doing so...LITERALLY...
i rmb a phrase from the quran...indeed from toil did we create mankind...or sth...sry if im wrong...but the message is tat we must all work for wat we want and there is no shortcuts...toking abt religion...didnt know fasting cannot touch girls...opps...
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