may 17th...2009...age 18...mayday begins......

Exams very very soon!
hope i can get an A!!!

Now...lets see...
I realise tat im not ready for any relationships right now...
cuz I'm going through an identity crisis...
lets face it...I don't know who I am...
when I ask myself...who am I?...only silence lingers...

Wat now?...
Im gonna embark on a quest to find myself...
my identity...
my external/enviromental influences/conditioning...
my behaiviours which i learned from where?...
my thinking patterns...
my ever changing likes n dislikes...
my developmental impacts and the like...
my abilities and capabilities...
i cant think of more right now but
im sure there are more of me i'll like to know of...

On this long and difficult voyage of coming to terms and facing of realities
as well as the behind the scenes of it...is gonna shake me...
wish me luck...tag me!

I dont know how long tis will take...
when im going to finish wat i have started...
who is gonna get affected by my change...
wat tis will do to me negatively...
where all tis is gonna lead to...
which of these things tat im abt to uncover
will decide who i wanna be in future...
one thing is sure though...
change will happen

for the only thing constant is change...

But I bet I'll never stop laughing!!!
he he!!!