Tired....im sooo tired...im so full of things to do.... i dont know wat to do... im just soo tired to think abt anything at all... in this consciousness known as life im in, my patience is wearily wearing thin, In all the wars and battles humanity has been in, the battle for your mind, is the worst place to see yourself in, with undying consistency it all happens again and again to map the very neuron-networks in your own brain on one side you have a choice, on the other, just pure conditioning, till you conform and they reward you, for your compliance in grade and rank, just so you know, I DONT WANT TO BE PROMOTED!! for im not like them, im just different and i want to be different, but in this society, built around this system (even the opposition party has gone thru NS and they want a 'check and balance' and not change in the system...) i cant conform and accept it, at all!! its become such a social norm,even in my own family, some1 said i deserved...