It is our choices that we make, that show us what we are, far more than our abilities.

27th may POP....between 23rd april and 31 may elections....times gonna run fast....we all know who's gonna win...we all know wat we have to do and be democratic... but right now...i wanna talk abt my no. 1 value which i believe in....and why its in my 1. in my list of values and beliefs that make up my identity... WILL tats where it all begins...even life in-itself, in our very consciousness in staying conscious...our every movement takes will...every breath, every action, every choice... i have been watching anime/cartoon since very young...i vividly remember watching dragonball Z and teenage mutant ninja turtles...they influenced me alot...later in my life i would go on to learn martial arts (aikido...the way of the ki) and learn more abt will.... i watched anime one piece...10 years of one piece....10 years of luffy...always being willing....always smiling...i aslo watch naruto and bleach...they all influenced me... soon after as i grew up with all the adversity around ...

Hey another post haha! yesterday, i was thinking abt reality...thinking wat is reality...cuz in islam and in the west reality is perceived very differently...than i realised wat im seeing with my very eyes is not wat my eyes really see...so i took of my glasses.... i  kinda got sad cuz all i saw was a blur of shapes and colors...i couldnt see details...smiles frowns twitches stares winks tiredness sleepiness and stuff... than i walked by a pigion...and wondered wat it would be like to see the world with its eyes...u know...birds have pretty good vision...than i started counting the types of birds (1.the common mynah{has yellow beak and claws}2.the common crow{extremely intelligent slender body with a long beak good @ flying} 3.the small brown bird {sorry i dont know its name} 4.the common pigion {fat fat birds tat sometimes have white variations in color} 5. my fav. the common swift {tat has a kite-like shape built for speed and maneuverability to catch insects like dragon flies...

Life goes on till i get it back... love goes on till im committed in... bonds are tested situation shifted but wat is life without some problems ai?.... still i wont let them get to me, for i am rafi, im meant to be free...  im definitely gonna publish a book or an academic journal into all the research i've been doing over the past few months...its been a blast and there's still more to come...i feel tat my skills have improved somewhat considerably but i still gotta a loooong way to go b4 i get there....i need experience...i need more knowledge im burning inside to get there where i wanna be...a psychologist...the best tat eva was... i WILL get there or die trying...i wont give up no matter how hard it feels like (new skills are hard at first wat...) and i would do it and i know it, its freaky,  cuz i would rather try and die than to lie and cry....cuz i hate being helpless and being at the bottom of the pile...so i will work like a manic just to get there... but i wo...