i am rafi.... and in my mind i am free... i love myself and my own identity.... i may not look much but i attract life to whoever i see... people dont realize it....just let it be..... i will not die away for i am here to forever stay.... i am of that personality.... tat makes his mark wherever he may be.... so this part of me i treasure alot u see.... so why must i change and conform to society? man-made laws and man-made rules dont apply to me.... for i am a leader and i choose my own destiny.... if u dont like my values and beliefs....i always have others....can u see?.... its funny the system wants to change me.... but i understand how it works rationally.... so psychologically i study... in the artificial environment tat im forced to be....thru observation and long reflection while im on light duty.... its funny... how quick people change its scary.... but i believe change is the only constant there is...see? its funny how feelings can come to be but feelings are beaut...