It is our choices that we make, that show us what we are, far more than our abilities.

we are all surrounded by it yet...we live in it, thrive in it and we are still here and life still goes on.... im talking about uncertainty...the dark realm of nothing-ness tat we fear....imagine a jungle filled with the most poisonous plants, animals and everything else tat can sting, bite, spit, scatter in the wind, poison to kill u! now imagine your alone and its night....its dark....PITCH BLACK....u cant even see your hands nor is there any moonlight....n u have to walk through the jungle.....how would u feel? wat would u choose to do?....do u stay and wait for the silver of dawn to walk through the jungle?....or do u take the dark and lonely route surrounded by darkness to cross the jungle and risk it out? anyways tats how i feel right now....but im coping with it....is not all tat scary staring a business....its also kinda exciting and creative!!!

who fits in your shoe? wat is the size of your shoe? where is your shoe? when do u need it n when do u want it? which shoe on which occasion do u want to be in? how did u get here? we all have a place/world/shoe in this world....where we identify with our situations and environments, relate to it and call it home....the world is such a huge place....but the world isn't our subjective reality which is our own little worlds we live in....our very own shoe....we all must find our own shoe tat fits us personally.... i dont know mine.....n i dont know who wants to include me in their world and who i want to include in my world and would they stick around or not....still trina figure out, riding out change....maybe someday... maybe someday i would be useful to society....to the world....and be acknowledged for my strengths and have a caring hand across my back telling me i got your back for my soft spots..... maybe someday i would be financially free and live comfortably without wis...