okokokokokok.....first abt work.....quit internship @ jurong bird park (LEARNT LOADS) cuz the amt of work and the pay with the long distance travels didn't just cut it....than joined parkway medical center in the strategic planning dep. .....after tat contract i was scheduled to work for YOG stuff....but got canceled....so there....my life so far.... whom am i kidding? i cant go on....no....NO!!!....working for others, working for a company, working while someone breathes down on me, working while i have to be in a routine.....no..... i mean...i tried to fit in like tat...i was very self critical....i tot tat its my own ego or pride....or sometimes i tot im being lazy and slow....or tat i haven't excepted how working life is and need to get used to shit...i know i can be difficult....i know i can be hard to handle sometimes...so i tired.... but the thing is....DEPRESSION.....i became sad...horribly sad and thoroughly depressed....unmotivated....as each day went by i got...