It is our choices that we make, that show us what we are, far more than our abilities.

my soul has a dent my fingers now vent to forgive myself i just really cant so now helplessly i lament and rant my sorrow away i intent to break away i just really cant... choices are our voices when we die which our children listen loud as basses the way it reaches places its so scary them consequences to wash our sins away how do i undo this day with more good and forgiveness can i say im missing sth hey? i know! to break the habit today so tat i'll be free under 6 feet when i lay... prob. is...HOW???

HI~!.... wat way to do sth new than to first blog abt it!! haha... im gonna start on 2 projects.... 1st one is to find the knowledge skills abilities n other characteristics learnt in a detailed way and to match that  knowledge skills abilities n other characteristics to a JOB!...as i can virtually do any job (except FnB and Sales...i not suited to in personality) so tat i can build my career n maximize wat i can apply in real life  (http://jobsearch.about.com/cs/careerresources/a/careerchange.htm ) (http://psychology.about.com/od/careersinpsychology/a/careersbach.htm) 2nd 1 is to make sure my foundation in psychology is solid so i can go on do a degree in it...preferably Australian...not real sure yet...so im gonna review on wat i did...c where i can improve on and build on my knowledge...come up with an organisation of somme sort...c how!!

neva really blogged for awhile now cuz i had tis temp job i was busy with... anyway i and my sweet girlfren joined up in darul akram for the FREE basic islamic course and boy are we getting the fundamentals of islam solid or wat?!! n yes its free!! my NS medical screening is aso cleared so now waiting for the enlistment date TBA... i had so much fun today visiting the botanical gardens today with rifa just absorbing the scenery! i gon lose weight b4 i go in...wont lose to other guys! muhahahaha~! i love rifa ALOT...love u darling! tank u for all u do 4 me so far! i really appreciate u!!

sorry 4 long delay on blogging...kinda forgot to blog as i was preoccupied trina rest my soul and recover from GP and also some personal issues...anyway here is something i wish to share... and tat is: I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT!! im dead on serious tis time...im sad tat im outa shape and stamina-less...not good 4 the heart...not good for anything... here's a sudden inspiration abt empty abandoned places...like how my old school chalton primary(hougang site) was, the last time i was there... tick tok vibes the clock down the empty dusk lit block sending shock waves thru the iron grill locked it got droped it got stopped its history its a mystery cluttered by litter clustered thru the sound of the static noise u cant hear except 1 voice its a feeling of the building where once upon a time in my mind it was bustling where children ran around playing without a frown wat happen to u man? why'd u go down? broken basins and leaking pipes messy gardens and uncut fields, im like ...