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A pen and a paper is all i need...

aaaiyo! time for the update past few days busy with assignment than today aft sch decided to go watch sunset and feel the breeze to take a break...feel damm good man!!! i feel like all the clutter in my mind is gone and while i was un-winding i got great inspiration to write the song tat i promised sabrina n jena to, as they did write on my secret lab book....Muhahahaha!!! Dr fong was right, we singaporeans need to learn how to relax... I see 1 thing tat definitely defines me clearly...since sec 2 or 3 i always have been writing...be it songs or poems or stories or just venting like a manic when im experiencing extreme emotions... who started it?...me...or is it my friend the joker? wat made me write?...my love for books i guess... where did i learn to do tis from?...my ex... when did tis start?...sec 2 or 3... which part of me wanted to do this?...the part tat once wanted to become an author... how now?...continue lar...helps me vent n bleed stress wat... sth different here comes look...

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well this sucks...see got back the results of deferment...well wat looked like it anyways...so...i guess i would have to reappeal and make it clear to them to make them take me seriously... tat shit aside, school's assignment datelines are drawing nearer and this week gonna make sure everything goes well...hope to finish assignment asap and get on with the class presentations...see how it goes... these days i feel so damm happy, high and into it in the classroom...but dont feel like comin back home to the crib...i dont know y...i would rather be at sch studin...but oh well im busy studin or doing my project at home anyways...so...

i dont even know who am i...how am i supposed to know the frekin title?

okok ima let some serious stuff out... just to clear my chest Kenna full blown identity crisis liao...how? im 18 tis year, which still makes me a teenager, a young adult & im an indian Muslim...so...i'm... neither man nor boy... neither an adult nor kid... neither Indian nor Malay... Wat the fuck am i? tat aside, look here...theres so many things in my life i realise i need to change...but... I feel the world is moving way too fast...so how? here's my idea...i'm going to structure & order all my work tat i need to do...make a list i guess...n slowly keep going at it...my priority is my studies rite now...on to satisfy my security needs...guess tat explains tat saturday why I did'nt meet wei ting's expectations of me...lol abt my last post... I saw the movie which was a little weird... not the movie... but wat happened to me... I ended up watching the movie with old friends elly n shafiqah even though i went with julia, yash, wei ting and the others......
update tmr going watch movie (harry potter) wooohooo!!!! see these dayz i've been damm busy working almost all my waking hours... everyday i am tired, hungry exhausted...working see... my hands sometimes shake...but i am happy... my aim is to get all my a's be the best in all aspects of my course inclusive of skills and experience...i'll be a psychologist or will die trying... its now or never...1 shot i have....1 opportunity...to seize everything i ever wanted...means to me everything i want and need... seriously... the real deal?... this is it...

why should i have a tilte? a date would be better wat?

he he...Im back in the game... realised how important attitude is... ability, aptitude, IQ, skill & the like has no meaning if the right attitude is not backed up by it... I realise tat being a genius is different... being a smart genius is different ... being a lazy genius is different... which genius are u? okok tat aside, I have 4 major projects coming up n the common thing in them? APA FORMAT!!! DAMM IS TOO FREAKING TEDIOUS TO FOLLOW... AND ALL MUST WRITE 2000 WORD REPORT... oh well wats the fun without some rules of the game... also leessons are getting very very very deeeeeeeep.... but my lecturer dr. fong complemented me n said tat I had good self-awareness n the aptitude to learn psychology! XD NICE!!! ~sayonara~
kenna sick...cough, flu, headache, cramps...u name it... sad actually...damm i cannot concentrate properly in class... anyways heres another shitty thing...seems like she's (gf) going back to India...probably forever i dont know...oh well...wat a waste...
sch start liao... work aso going to himalayas range high... tired eh...but still...FUN!!!! got 11 new ppl... hot hot hot!!! okok back to studies ~sayonara ~