It is our choices that we make, that show us what we are, far more than our abilities.

blog update... since my last update i have been studing for my psychology exams like a psycho!!! hehehe... all 3 exams was do-able... quite ok lah... wat else did i do cept study? not much i guess day in day out study study study!!!... the thing abt psychology tat makes it difficult, to me is tat, is not abt the details or competance or theorys n research in psychology but the change brought by the knowledge u gain... psychology is fun!!!very very fun!!! but it shakes u...very hard... nowadays i cant even watch movies without seeing some form of psychological aspect to it...damm nice!!! i love tat!!!... month of june has arrived... i have a lot, a lot of self reflection to do... as well as start to volenteer and get back on track with my health, the basics... wat else can i blog of... i will catch it in cinimas at least 3 times im sure will be worth my $$$ get so pumped up just thinking abt it!!!

Exams very very soon! hope i can get an A!!! Now...lets see... I realise tat im not ready for any relationships right now... cuz I'm going through an identity crisis... lets face it...I don't know who I am... when I ask myself...who am I?...only silence lingers... Wat now?... Im gonna embark on a quest to find myself... my identity... my external/enviromental influences/conditioning... my behaiviours which i learned from where?... my thinking patterns... my ever changing likes n dislikes... my developmental impacts and the like... my abilities and capabilities... i cant think of more right now but im sure there are more of me i'll like to know of ... On this long and difficult voyage of coming to terms and facing of realities as well as the behind the scenes of it...is gonna shake me... wish me luck...tag me! I dont know how long tis will take... when im going to finish wat i have started... who is gonna get affected by my change... wat tis will do to me negatively... where...

Updates: Have u ever felt a kinda stress u really love?....im feeling it!!! cuz of exams of my fav. course!!! hehe Currently study week be4 exam week... cool ah?!...studing like no tmr is fun!!! To be the captain of your own ship... your own life...how much more fun can it get... the possibilities are indeed endless... miss bss class...hope to see dr. cris again... NO more fear NO more brainwashes/psycho-ing by any1 or anyting... my life....my choice... only conformity: religion Truely i have become free... free to choose... free to live... and free to be me...

ok lets see... no more emo posts... emo blogging is not a good coping mechanism for me To-the-person-whose-3-months-and-8-days- according-to-today's-date (may 08 2009): I will come for u one day...for my love is unconditional... Sorry for questioning u beyond the norm as is was too much... I'll always believe and trust in you n your love u have on me... I have placed my faith in my lord and have left this as his responsibility and duty towards his slave to him... The peace i feel is my proof... I will keep on loving ,believing and trusting u unless u say yourself not to... Take care of yourself, study smartly hardly when school starts... I will forever love u...... now updates: Exams is on the week after next week... cant wait to study for it!!!! Had presentation today so wore formal...it went great... In the end we managed to pull off the project thanks to teamates didi n ken... I love my class as all of them care for me alot... hope my other friends out there dont forget me....

hehehe updates... Dont worry peeps abt my previous post... she called n problem solved... had nth to do with me...or her...lol anyway here is the updates... exams in less than 20 days... thursday the presentation was horrible... lucky got re-presentation on this coming thursday.... friday the whole lot of my relatives from india came down to my place... including her... after prayers with the kids we went out swimming at the cc and than she and he left while the other kids stayed back... watched a couple of tamil movies online and later on saturday they went out with the family to ponngol park while i had to finnish my 1000 word report... today went to religious class which is now even longer from 11 till abt 4:30... lots of things have happened these past few days... applicaton of wat i learned so far i find is immediate and is really cool... time to turn things up a notch!!! wish me luck for my exams n pray for me! qoute Same same but different also must share share. Trust in god a...