It is our choices that we make, that show us what we are, far more than our abilities.

today a very sweet thing happened!! all of my classmates gave me a birthday card really moved me alot... i love my class i think we are all alike and are a big family i will strive to be the best student rep tat i can be to them Promise!!!

the other day i went shopping with hl milk(howe liang)... we bought some stuff like shoes and gloves but than later we happen to come across the toy section our natural instints kicked in... hands-up traitor!!! forever his will...will be wat u lookin at punk! the LTTE souldier!!! be aware!!! partner-in-crime the veteran sniper!!! qoute time! Give up only on giving up No other exceptions

updates updates... started sch in full swing ready became student service executive doing 2 modules tis term lectures rock!!! enviroment couldnt be better for studing! 25 total...5 guys the rest chicks!!! lots of various indians... ok qoute... Men fight wars over lust, but they make homes and families for love. and now a thought... how and when is the transition from friendship to courtship done and why???

Wat a damm crazy hectic day today was!!! here is wat i did... Woke up at 7 went to cut hair(spike) at plaza!!! here is the cool part: I was the first customer of the day so the service and cut was excellent and careful. The barber told me my hair type being straight all the way was very rare (the barber also said) considering the facts that only 1 in 10 indian muslim men will have hair like me cuz most indian men have at least at little curly hair somewhere on their head usually on the front or back. no.2 The indian muslim community in s'pore is very small. All the more rare my hair type became no.3 he really liked to work on my hair and he said men with naturally soft hair is also rare. (OWNAGE!!!) He later went on to give me tips on how to style and spike my hair professionally. how cool is tat???!!! ok than i went to ntuc building to do ntuc card to get discounts for my school fees and went to mdis to enquire on where i should send the check and to collected my shedule. (MONDA...

Im starting sch on 23 feb coming monday... Its gonna be a challange... besides tat there is another new challange ic now... but no worries my bro is here to back me up... So i hereby declare Operation Shadow Light-phrase 1 to commence immediately in effect from today 20th of february 2009 The beginning of wats to come will begin A big deal to me it will mean cause when you cross paths destines will intertwine and may bring about an even greater win ok tat aside Operation ATC was a big succss but Operation funding failed the other day... I feel that this is it... this is the time...to work like i never did before its now or never... for my studies...for my future... On a lesser serious note... tell me if i cut G.I. nicer or cut spike and spike my hair nicer leh??? Oi! Oi!! tag me de pleeease!!! Thank you ah!!

if i die right now...would i regret it???... would i regret not being able to be with you... at least among the shadows... watching your mysterious character that always...without fail... tells me...that there is more to u than meets the eye... keeping me curious... setting me thinking... having me wishing your beauty and grace... in itself an undescribale phrase with the air of a grown lady but with the heart of a child an innocence tat is anything but innocent a smile tat melts even the darkest of nights illuminating resoundingly like the first rays of the sunrise it makes me want to hug u when there is sadness in your eyes and it kills me when i force myself not to...to my demise your sorrow your delight i realise i want a part of it all to stay by your side just for a day and than to burn in hell in exchange i wouldnt care less anyway alas the truth is in my face i cannot ignore it like the foreverness in your gaze tell me stranger... if i die right now... would i regret it???

Today I spent lots of time fixing things around my house... First I fixed my curtains than the iron board than the iron itself and finally moved on to the bicycle... which took ages to fix... Hehe me friend jannath say fixing things is a good skill tat can come in handy in future... than i say haha today fix things next time fix ppl as a psychologist!!! Damm cool ah! hehe here is wat i wore to the valantine's day party... could have looked better if i had spiked my hair!!!

Happy valantine's day !!! even though my future is uncertain i really had a good time today... at emily hills valantines day party... i am reminded tat watever problems i get into i always have my friends and family to fall back on like a safety net... thank you god for the net... qoute qoute qoute.. . Emptiness is the thing that follows after lust. Friendship is the thing that comes before love. But when there is love in lust there would be intimacy and trust.

taaaat day went out... think during thaipusam... than eat n play pool... raj owned us (me and jannath tag!) in every game... nah the pics... than the above just seen emo... than talk and console now better i think...haiz ... ps: ignore the lazy explanation and enjoy the pics...ONLY THE PICS!!! (to anyone even seeing let alone following my blog ) sry for the late posts...

My mom bought 3 jars of nutella choc spread the other day... my sis started taking pics... Than it started!!!! But slowly turned into this... watever it is... ps: the pics all damm retarded sia!!! LOL!!!

Seems like im philosophical today...so here goes... 1.Imagine a doctor working at the hospital beside a river. He spots a person coming down the river,drowning... he decides to save him and does so... he spots another man coming down the river... he decided to save him and does so... Than he saw 2 people coming down the river... by now he had little stamina left... he decides to save them and does so... he spots another man coming down the river... and it finally hits him... Tat this isnt the problem(ppl coming down the stream)... the problem is...who is doing tis... wat's the cause... so he went up river and found a mad man throwing ppl into the river... he stopped that guy and the problem was solved... so when u see the ppl going down the river(effect)... ask yourself...wat mad thing is doing this(cause)... ask yourself wat is the actual cause. so once u start focusing on the cause of problems once u start asking how can i cause my future ??? wat am i going to do??? how can i cau...

Prayers was short today. Wished it was longer to ease myself and calm down more...moving towards stilness... U see studies have shown tat ppl tend to be at their most emotional on fridays and during full moon opps i till haven't memorise me prayers yet...ok i still got till saturday nite... i will choing tat tmr nite oh well... here's a qoute... "It's the thought tat counts"

A random thought... Normal people wish to be someone different but people who are different wish to be a normal person... why ah??? weird ah??? funny ah???

I went to catch the new fleet of a-3-30 airplanes with bobby... We saw an a-3-80 land just above our heads and could even smell the air filled with jet fuel n also feel the ground rumbling when the planes were taking off and landing... The reverse thrust the plane geared on to stop the plane when it landed was awesome!!! The a-3-30s are the latest planes tat were bought by the singapore airlines which, btw, have the reputationof having the youngest fleets of planes. Seeing the planes soar past me and land from where i was standing on the open plains just filled me up with a renewed zest for life... ok lar infront of us got highway but ignore tat lar... I even waved at the planes tat were comming. Bobby was like " later they think we asking for help lar! dont lar! " I really thank god for life's extraodinary experiences . Than went to eat at popeyes and come back liao... Tats's all i have byes... Here's a qoute "Champions are withen" PS: XOXO to Tsuji Shi...

Ever came across a song u instantaneously fall in love with???... I sure did for this song Sky Chord by Tsuji Shion... It's the kinda song i would like my (future) wife to sing for me while i lie in her lap. I'ts really really really nice. Imagine having someone like tat to share the moment with!!! I have added it to my playlist!!! This song I heard at the ending of bleach... is super fitting and a super nice way of saying goodbye I would want to hear tis song on my deathbed man. It's tat nice...!!! I also saw the music video... i swear Tsuji Shion has best voice i'll ever had heard!!! just click on the song in the playlist to watch it... It will redirect u there Here is the lyrics and an english translation (not quite the full one but oh well) Sky chord by Tsuji Shion Sunao na uta ga utaenai Kazaritsuketeshimau kara Itsukara konna ni raku ni jibun Mamoru koto wo oboeta no Ikanai sky chord Mukashi nara atta no ni yeah yeah Nakushita sky chord Dare no sei demo naku jibu...

{In indian accent} Me went to check outu irrkea today. Sreeeee!...Me renovarrting Me roomu... So me neerded idearr. *Ahem* so we saw a couple of stuff tat was really nice but... it will not work out for us & for the room practically. Maybe when I have my own crib than I can incorporate all the new & great concepts we saw... Some of em were really cool... Like the 22 sq metre room I saw tat had a 2 person-sofa & the bed overhead which had a shelf beside it & a small tv. It came complete with a cupboard, a small fridge & a kitchen where just beside it was the toilet... The kinda apartment I want to live and pay rent in if I ever worked overseas!!! COOL HUH???

Past couple of days were the usual... cept on sunday i went to religious class... there is something about tat place...something powerful... ok I went to the gym today...aft finishing sth for my bro... it was fun excersicing... for some reason i feel alive and high when im working out... futhermore it's so intense tat i sometimes stop feeling pain and start smiling... ok here's the qoute "Practise makes perfect." I learnt this the hard way...